Back to the doctor

I went back to the doctor today and was sent down to Dr. G's office. Fortunately, I was seen pretty quickly.

Unfortunately, I not only have a hiatal hernia, but my stomach is twisting. If it gets really bad I will have to have surgery. I hope that doesn't happen. It's very scary and I don't want to think about it.

I am having an endoscopy tomorrow morning. Again, if I have to do this I'm happy it is quick. It's the same Dr. who took care of me when I was very sick years ago. 

I have to have only clear liquids today and nothing after midnight. I'm okay with that. I don't feel much like eating anyway. The nurse told me it is okay to take Ambien, so I might just do that to sleep through until I have to get up in the morning. 

The good news is I've lost about 16 pounds since I got my FitBit. Some of that is from not eating much this past week, but I think most is legitimate. I don't smoke, rarely drink, and try to eat right. And stuff like this still fucking happens. I hate life.